I’m procrastinating. 

Big surprise :P

haha - I’ve been trying to work on my application for Aveda Denver all day. To say the least, it’s going pretty slow. I really don’t remember the last essay that I had to write. It’s not my deal.. ugh. 

I guess I’ll make this a real blog post and talk about what’s been on my mind lately.

Denver.

It’s so weird to think that I’m seriously moving in less than 4 weeks. From the first day I moved to California, I thought that I would be here for a really long time.. and now I’m leaving. It’s so odd. I don’t think it has truly hit me yet.. And I’m pretty sure it’s not going to truly hit me until Grant and I are in the car on the way to Colorado - at which point I will fall apart and sob my eyes out and become a complete mess and Grant will wonder if he should leave the crying girl on the side of the road ;) hehe.. 

I’m sitting in Todd and Lisa’s living room right now watching the olympics and I can’t imagine not living here. My feelings are SO mixed. It’s the most bittersweet thing ever. I’m so SO excited to live close to Luke, Autumn, Cam, Grant and Ryan.. and I’m excited to not have to take a train and a bus to school… but not living it California will be so weird. I feel like I’m leaving a lot behind. I’ve grown more than I ever thought that I could here. I’ve met extraordinary people. I’ve been stretched and learned what it’s like to depend on God. I’ve been here for a little less than two years, and I will never forget this time.. A part of my heart will always stay in California <3

Maybe I should stop procrastinating now…..